"Life is simple and beautiful, yet challenging

Life is simple
We are the one who make it difficult

"Wedding of the month

27 Dis. 2008 - a very meaningful date to my cousin, Dr. Kamil. After quite a long time waiting for this great, meaningful, romantic moment...here it came. Met a nice lady to end up his single life and create a more enjoying and happening life with sharing, loving, understanding,sacrificing and a lot more.


Congrats Abg Kamil. Pretty sure Pak Ngah and Mak Ngah are smiling up there in heaven.

Me and cousin Anem were given two simple duties yet, tiring (^_^) - welcoming the guest and taking the presents. Panas wey! Hahahah' but still satisfying coz at least we contributed something for the brides and the family.

Attending and committing in this kind of event really annoying when 'people' begin to question when is our turn...especially me! Aduh! Ya la...me and Anem were the most busy and the most attractive (hahahhaha' perasan jap! ;P ) human being on that day standing, sitting and waiting at the entrance welcoming the relatives and guests. And what more, I am older than Anem. Herm....tahan telinga je la. Coz, I dont really have the answer to that killing question- Bila turn Hanim pulak? Calon orang mana? Adus.... Luckily Anem was there. Cover la skit. Hahahhaha.....

But one thing for sure I felt so happy to see is the happiness on Abg Kamil's face...and his true color- romantic. Knowing him as a very simple guy and soft- spoken but reserved, make my heart touched and melted (hahahaaa') seeing romantic moments between him and his wife. Sooo romantic. Im happy for you guys. Pray to Allah, may Allah grant both of you happiness 'di dunia dan akhirat'. Ameen.


***When is my turn?***

"Life is beautiful

Im happy today.
Early morning, I managed to create smile on my beloved family's face.
They arrived from Kedah last night.
It just a breakfast - a simple nasi lemak.
But still, I feel happy I did that to them.
Not asking for anything in return... just honestly wanted to see them happy.
Maybe, today... that could be the only best thing I could do.
Maybe, there will be no more tomorrow.
Who knows. Allah knows well.

"My dull day

Today, a mixture of weird emotions attacked me.
Quite colourful, yet dull.
It's weird...strange...mystery.

Kinda tired also.
Luckily, two events went well...'ok la' according to my boss.
Boss also was not in a good mood...affected me a bit.
"Relax boss! Keep smiling. It's good for ur health." heeeeeeeeee...

Next week, got so many holidays.
Don't feel like taking off even I do need that.
Staying at home, doing nothing....herm...

Going out? Malas.

O ya! My parents will come to KL..got cousin's wed ceremony.
Wedding?
Herm.....when is my turn? Aunts, sister keep asking that.
Relax babes.... i'm just 25. "Yet to live life to the fullest" - a fren said.
Hahha.... kalau kawen tak leh live to the fullest kah??
At least, got partner to share the life and make it full of lively things.
Rite? :)

Now, my lil boy keep disturbing me. Asking for the broandband to watch Transformers. Aduuh.... K, that's all for now. ;)

"Why?

Lately, so many questions keep playing in my head. Kinda dizzy a bit..haha. But sometimes, it's fun.

WHY? - Why this thing happened? Why it happened that way? Why me? and a lot more...
Regardless how hard I've been trying to find the answer, the absolute answer that I got is
'I Don't Know'. Really got no idea at all.

Mystery. That is the idea that I have as for now.
It is so mysterious in knowing why certain things happened and it happened that way.

Then I heard a voice saying a simple words - 'Let it be, Anys.'
Sometimes, whatever happen in our life doesn't have any answer to it. It just happened.
Without you having to think hard or even crack your head in searching the answer.

Many things in life is subjective. It is abtract and artistic.
Bottom line, sometimes it is hard to describe, to explain or even to clarify it.
Sometimes, we just don't have to understand it but just to accept.

***Fuh....still the 'why' question keeps buzzing in my mind.

Then, I begin to give up. Let it be, Anys. Only Allah knows the answer.
The more you've been trying to understand it, the more you will be lost.
So, take it easy. Let it be. Coz, one day that mystery will faded away then gone with the wind.
That's the reality. Nothing last forever.
As for now, just live with it. Learn from it.


** I learn from the best... and I learn from you **

"Kerja la... apa lagi................

La La La Laaa… La,
hari-hari kerja!

La La La Laaa…
Bosan dengan kerja, haha!

La La La Laaa… La,
hidup harus kerja, kerja!

La La La Laaa… La,
hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa…
Bosan dengan kerja, haha!

La La La Laaa… La,
hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Ooh! Terpinga-pinga

Tak puas lagi beradu, mengantuk

Subuh hingga senja
Ah! Hari-hari sama saja
Ah! Nak bancuh kopi

Tapi gulanya tiada, minum saja

Kerja bagai nak gila

Ah! Tak juga kayaaa!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!

La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!

La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

La La La Laaa… La, hari-hari kerja!
La La La Laaa… Bosan dengan kerja, haha!

La La La Laaa… La, hidup harus kerja, kerja!

Gelisah, kugelisah
Mengenangkan masa depan
Kuharus kerja

Oh! Mesti kerja

Tiada apa yang percuma

Realiti jika tiada kerja

Oh! Papa kedanaaa!

*ni memang gelisah sungguh. sejuk membeku tahap dewa duk dalam bilik `mind cracking'.

*tea break time...lega wey! fuuuhhhh...

hahaha... it's not that stressful actually. But somehow this song does describe our life for the last 3 weeks...worked for 7 days a week and 14 hours per day.

But now, relaxing time! as for now lah! a lot more to come...huhuhu...